Guilty As Charged!

Today I did something that I told myself I would not do. I'm very disappointed in myself but at the same time it was soooo good. R.J. and I went to the grocery store this afternoon around 3p.m. to get groceries for the week. We had leftovers to eat tonight but I really wanted a pizza. So, I decided I would treat myself to one-- after all, I deserve it. I call the Pizza Hut that I always call and start to place my order (1 thin n' crispy medium 1/2 pepperoni 1/2 canadian bacon with mushrooms on all). The girl on the phone proceeds to tell me that they are out of mushrooms. Mushrooms!!!?!!? Really!?!?! I told her that I didn't want my pizza anymore. I mean, why would I pay to eat something that wasn't exactly what I wanted? I know it sounds stupid, but it wouldn't taste the same. I immediately got very upset for some progesteron reason and I started crying. Yes, I said crying (what the heck!!?!). R.J. was looking at me like I had lost my mind and I truly believe I have after recaping the event. I was just so upset because I was craving my certain pizza and I wanted it by golly. I hung up and knew of another Pizza Hut that I could go to. I got on my iphone to try and find the number to call in the order so it would be ready when I got there. But I couldn't get it because Pizza Hut wanted to know my address and I didn't know any addresses by the location that I wanted to go to. So I decided to call 411 and the lady was so rude. She gave me some Pizza Hut in Austin. By this time R.J. was getting very frustrated with me and I was frustrated with the situation. We then drove over to another Pizza Hut that we never go to and ordered my pizza. While I was in there another customer who was in high school just stared me up and down. I knew she couldn't tell if I was pregnant or just fat. It was pretty awkard and she won't stop staring at me. I ordered my pizza and for some reason I found myself spilling my guts about the whole episode to the Pizza Hut employee. Needless to say, I don't think I can ever go back in there without feeling totally stupid. I mean, why do I feel the need sometimes to tell my whole life story to strangers??!? I wish the story ended there but I then took the pizza home and ate the WHOLE PIZZA BY MYSELF minus 2 small slices! I have never ever done that before. I feel so guilty but oh my gosh it was good! I told myself when I got pregnant I wouldn't be that girl. I guess I was wrong! R.J. couldn't believe it!